24 Years To Life/Then I Just Woke UP

When you first get married you never think when you say you do it really meas you don't. Meaning it's not what it's all cracked up to be. Reality check!! It starts off like cloud nine, hot fun in the sun, Disney world, one of your beings. It's a lot if work. Unless you're ready to do that run away now. This is from a man's point of view. I'm tired of feeling insecure at times. The Don'ts: She don't do sex that much at all. Make a schedule or a appointment. It still won't be carried out perhaps. It sounds good. She don't show affection. The reason is she's always working so much she's tired all the time.I met you years ago. It was like my heart met it's mate. It's a true connection I balled up in a knot like a snail. My heart fluttered everytime I talked to you. Just to hear your voice breathe life into me everytime; gave me hope. When you vented out to me I felt like your stress reliever. The only difference is you couldn't squeeze or be closer to me. It scared me to want to express how I felt everytime we spoke, but I held back. Sometimes I didn't. I didn't want to over look the time and not tell you then end up living with regret. I know you held your true feelings in to avoid putting yourself out there for me damaging your mind, body, and soul against me.