Before Anything

Steven has a good, quiet life in Manila-a cosmology lecture hall, a café on Legarda Street, and a six-year-old named Francine who asks him one impossible question at a time. Why is space black? Does the universe have a birthday? Who was there?Then, alone in his office at two in the morning, he finds something in the mathematics that shouldn't be there - a number, buried in the conditions required for a universe to exist at all, that refuses to resolve into coincidence no matter how hard he tries to make it disappear.What follows takes him from a closed office with a colleague who won't let him flinch to a decades-old notebook belonging to the mentor he once admired and never went looking for to an international collaboration, a public reckoning, and an experiment that comes back answering nothing at all.Before Anything is a quiet, exacting novel about the difference between an answer and a boundary-about what it costs a careful man to discover that some questions aren't failures of physics but the edge of it. Told through café mornings, late-night derivations, and a child's plain, devastating questions, it's a story for anyone who has ever wanted the universe to explain itself and had to learn, instead, to sit beside the not-knowing.