God, I'm here: Full time pursuit of Truth - Documented

A spiritual memoir told through firsthand poetic journal entries, written as a companion for lone seekers. A firsthand account told through private journal entries and poetic recordings, God, I'm Here traces the transition from conventional living to the full-time pursuit of Truth. It traces the inner world of a woman who closes her Ayurvedic practice in the Canary Islands and follows an inner call with a one-way ticket to India in search of God-only to discover that the hardest part of the leap is learning how to live afterward, alone, without an institutional home, somewhere between the world she left and the reality she is seeking. Offered as both mirror and companion to the lone seeker walking the pathless path, these pages enter the in-between-the place where the old life has been left behind, yet the new one has not fully arrived. With no established path to follow, no support system, and no one to tell you what comes next. There is simply you and yourself, learning to listen for the inner voice while seesawing between a true longing for God and the pull of everything that keeps asking to be known, secured and controlled-fear, doubt, money, the body, exhaustion, loneliness.