In Search of Rain, From Motel Qu to Pittsburgh

Imagine that you are a child who was born in a large family, and during your childhood, a revolution took place in your country and everything undergoes change and transformation, and at the same time, the country is involved in the longest war of the century, and the worry and stress caused by the war has influenced everything so much that the next generation will call the children who spent their childhood in this era as the "burnt generation". Imagine that your mother is illiterate and your father is addicted to heroin and has been imprisoned, and you have had to work for years of your childhood because of family problems. In addition to these, it gets to the point where you realize that you are suffering from vitiligo, an incurable skin disease, which gradually swallows your beauty and constantly bothers your soul. What future did you imagine for yourself? What happened to you after forty years?