My Great Awakening

This question-answer session is a dialog within myself, an attempt to explore the depth of my views, personal regrets and at a serious life's introspection.Could I have done right things but failed myself and people who counted on me at one point in time? Most of all, why I feel I failed as a husband, a father, even as a son or a big brother?Did I really fail or failed to "go-along to get-along?" There is a high price to pay to live in truth, with truth. The path of truth is paved in sacrifice that often no one sees.There is some truth to "Success forgives a thousand failures."I am always questioning myself at the same time, learning what I could do better in the future for a better outcome that is aligned with my moral compass.In any relation, when the trust is gone, everything else that follows become meaningless.This is my attempt at self-discovery.