My Journals to Purpose

My Journals to Purpose is a raw, faith-filled journey of becoming-unfiltered, unpolished, and unapologetically honest.Through deeply personal journal entries, prayers, poems, and reflections, Michelle Howell invites readers into the most vulnerable chapters of her life: childhood trauma, grief, loss, motherhood, broken relationships, spiritual warfare, and the long road back to God. What begins as survival writing slowly transforms into a testimony of surrender, healing, and purpose discovered through obedience.This book is not a guide to perfection. It is a witness to process. Michelle writes from the in-between spaces-where faith wrestles with flesh, where calling collides with consequences, and where God meets us even when we fall short. With courage and transparency, she shows how pain can become preparation and how shame loses its power when brought into the light.My Journals to Purpose is for the woman or man who feels disqualified by their past, disconnected from their identity, or unsure of their place in God's plan. It is a reminder that purpose is not earned by being flawless, but revealed through surrender. That redemption is real. That healing is ongoing. And that your story-no matter how messy-can still be used for God's glory.This is not just a journal.It is an altar.A testimony.An invitation to arise.