Pieces of Me

CaseyThe first time I saw the hot construction worker, I wanted him so much that I acted out of character and initiated a kiss one night. It was the hottest and best kiss of my life. Then he promptly ghosted me.Months later, he shows up at my dad's pediatric clinic with his sick, adorable little boy who I didn't even know he had. He's rude and still hot as sin, but the heart wants what the heart wants.When I learn of his past, It does nothing to stop my growing love for him and his son, even as he uses me then pushes me away again and again. I'm trying to stay strong, but I'm failing. I know I deserve better, even as he brings all my insecurities about not being wanted to the forefront.I have to stand up for myself, or he will break me completely.GageFrom the moment I saw her I was attracted to her, and then one night, she kissed me, and I wanted her completely. The more I desired her, the guiltier I felt. My son and I are both traumatized from our past, and I'm trying to make ends meet while she lives in the lap of luxury. She's completely out of my league.When demons from my past resurface, my need to protect her is fierce even as I continue to push her away. I need to stop or eventually I'll end up breaking her spirit.I might have already.I'm not worthy of forgiveness, but I wish for it anyway.And as my son and I fall deeper in love with her, I begin to hope for the impossible-a second chance at happiness even when I know I don't deserve it.