Recess A Love Story That Never Left The Playground

The instant I met Neil I started to enjoy my life with added enthusiasm and confidence. Every moment was special. I could remember each intimate detail, as if it had happened yesterday. Thinking about our teenage romance made me feel young and beautifull and very much in love.I spent years always wondering, but only ever entertained the thought as an erotic fantasy. Where was he? Was he happy? Did he ever think about me? I never gave up searching and heard through the grapevine that he had moved up north. I had moved out west. Any connection seemed doomed, anyway, that was such a long time ago. Even if we met again, it wouldn't be the same. Too much water under the bridge and our lives would have taken different pathways.Im not a quitter. Im a risk taker. I go with my gut. I fight for the things that I want. I fight hard. Sometimes too hard. Is it really worth it ???