Stomping Moon Dust

I left Ranikhet, seeking a new beginning in Mumbai, bringing only dreams and a shadow from mypast.Shiv. He's the only one I've loved and ever will. I can't shake him off... I search for him in all the men I meet. What is life without Shiv? My heart and mind are in a constant battle, leading me to question everything and everyone. Until Ram. Shiv is Ram and Ram is Shiv. But is he? Is this real? Or an illusion? I lost the capability to differentiate long ago. Ram takes me under his wings and makes me soar high...until I fall. Hard. Into a deep, dark abyss. Wasn't he supposed to be my salvation? I'm a girl torn between rationality and obsession, heart and mind. I'm Maya, and this is my story.